Tonight was a bit of a depressing evening...I am not always reminded of how I think it should be when that one perfect man comes into my life. But tonight I was reminded...of how I've always dreamed that the perfect one would just walk into my life unannounced and I will look at him and know, that he had been placed by God...and God has a special plan for us. In my mind I somehow always had it playing like a movie...but sometimes you just get discouraged. You keep wondering why God is taking so long it happened so much earlier for your other friends.

Not alot of people understand what it is like to have people all around you but still feel like you are completely alone. Well I'm surrounded by family here at home from college. But it still feels like something is missing. Well in my depression I came up with a theory. God makes you have that whole for a while so that when he does fill it, you are more grateful to him for filling it. And you will love and cherish that relationship for as long as both of you shall live.

A married friend once told me that when she got engaged, She wanted to laugh, cry, and throw up all at once. I don't know how it will feel for me, but I know that God has someone perfect picked out for me and that when God is ready to make a filling he will.

Sunday School was awesome today! I started out with only one student there and so I just started the lesson then two sisters walked in after I had started the lesson. So I have been trying to get them to memorize their memory verses. And it hasn't been going to well and so I figured today would be no different. So today, the sisters walked in and I continued with the lesson and one of the gals raised her hand and said "When are we going to do memory verses?" I was in shock So I ended my lesson and then she quoted all our memory verses up until now. I was so happy! I am so revamped about Sunday School now.